Hallmark's The Way Home aired its final episode, Season 4 Episode 10, last night. The
series was allegedly cut short from its original 5 season story arc, and there's a lot that
the finalé left unanswered, and, of course, the fands, the "ponderers" (of which I
count myself one), are dissecting it.
Throwing a spoiler, an interpretation of the series as an allegory for substance addiction,
in the comments, from a
comment I made on a Reddi thread.
Helen LH
@Research_FTW@sciences.social
They finally got AI to think like a human! That human happens to be the drunk
guy mansplaining in the pub who is confidently wrong about half of everything he says. Then
forgets what he was talking about. Is probably a fascist, definitely a racist. Claims he
never said that anyway and passively aggressively apologizes, but not really.
Futurism: Research
Suggests the Older You Get, the More Weed You Should Smoke
In experiments using human brain cell cultures and animal cells, the
researchers found that cannabinol appeared to protect neurons against oxidative stress, a
pernicious form of biological wear and tear that leads to cell death. Oxidative stress is
considered a critical factor in neurodegenerative diseases like Alzheimers.
Salk Institute: Active ingredient in cannabis protects aging brain cells
Salk researchers find cannabinol preserves mitochondrial function and
prevents oxidative damage to cells
I'm gonna say edibles are probably better than smoking, but...
Cube Drone
@cube_drone@mastodon.social
I thought VR was cool and then Meta came along and made everyone think "what
dorky techbro horseshit", I thought distributed systems were cool and then crypto grifters
came along to permanently associate network resilience with unsustainable ponzi schemes,
and I thought generative art and LLMs were cool way before they filled the internet with
slop and everyone started to hate them
and you know what, I still think VR, distributed systems and generative art are
cool, just more quietly now
Pondering this a lot. And trying to figure out whether or not I agree...
When I was in my late teens, or perhaps very early 20s, there was a used book store along
Hixson Pike in Chattanooga, and I read and read and read, trying to catch up with all of
the culture I'd felt like I missed. One of those was B.F. Skinner's Beyond Freedom and
Dignity. At the time I was in my Objectivist phase, so when I got to the last page, and
read:
A scientific view of man offers exciting possibilities. We have not yet seen
what man can make of man.
I hated it. The notion that we not only could, but should as society engineer the
future of people felt horrendously dystopian.
But years passed, I moved across the country, and then a friend came back from Burning Man
with a baggy of 'shrooms left over, and offered them to me. I was, at the time, an
incredible control freak, so I set up the environment for the trip carefully, lighting,
visible art, picked a series of CDs for the 5 CD changer(!) to carefully control the mood,
made sure there was sufficient water and whatnot available, and settled in for the trip.
The colored fringes along the shadows were amazing, the joy in the details of the room
made me conscious of elements I'd never taken time to observe, and the CD player switched
over to Marcus Robert's album Alone With Three Giants. I was overcome with this immense
sense of lethargy. My trip partner and I talked about how we had no energy, how sitting
there was like swimming in molasses, and then I realized: I could get up and change the
music.
I realize that, as life changing epiphanies go, "I can get up and change the music"
doesn't sound earth-shaking, but it's a moment that sticks with me. It is also not just "I
can get up and change the music", it's "I need to be actively monitoring and guiding what
I expose myself to", so that I know when to get up and change the music.
Relatedly, A phrase from S.L.A. Marshall's Men
Against Fire sticks with me: "more than life itself, we value the approval of
our peers".
It's easy to dismiss statements like this: "I don't care what anyone thinks, I'm my own
person." And, yes, I know that Marshall's history and scholarship is problematic. However,
that realization that I could be influenced to destroy myself based on the approval of
those around me made me conscious that I should work to surround myself with good people.
Perhaps not conscious enough, but, heck, I'll be second-guessing decisions for the rest of
my life.
A few years ago, as Twitter/X was going completely to hell, I got on to the Fediverse.
Beyond the ability to just show posts from the people you follow in reverse chronological
order, Mastodon has the ability to filter out words, and put words behind content
warnings, so I created the obvious filter sets, "Democrats", "Republicans", etc (One of
those filters now has "ICE", and I'm amused at how infrequently it catches "ice cream" or
discussions of winter weather).
It was amazing how my sense of well-being improved when I had to consciously say "okay,
I'm going to have to click to expose myself to outrage-bait".
To have the control to get up and change the music.
And then this past weekend, I listened the Game Studies Study Buddies episode on Natasha Dow
Schüll's
Addiction By Design: Machine Gambling in Las Vegas. I'm... not sure that
my mental health can take actually reading the book... but...
From Duncan J. Watts' book Everything Is Obvious: Once You Know The Answer through
modern dynamic/context pricing, to all of the comparisons with LLMs and slot machines
(previously 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, and bonus observation about NYT
journalism), it's obvious that we have automated the exploit of human perceptions and
behavior, and are doing so in a way that's going to be building on itself, in many cases
with minimal human intervention.
We have become the cogs. We are seeing what machines can do with man.
And with the social pressures to use LLMs in coding, and the flood of ads, I am losing
control of the music. I am suddenly conscious that I am in the club and it's too loud.
Anyway, I have removed the Meta apps from my phone, which means it's difficult to send and
receive Facebook Messenger messages, and though I mean to check back in there occasionally
because of my square dancing community and a few other folks I want to keep up with, if
you're interested in interacting with me on social media we should find other venues.
Independent venues, in which the content isn't filtered and rearranged to maximize
"engagement".
And I'm looking for career directions which involve interacting with LLMs less. At least
until this bubble goes pop.
Now to tune some ad blocking.
Watched The Way Home finale on Fubo, with ads, and the little Hallmark scroll at the bottom.
Twice, in dark moments of pathos, the scroll at the bottom went to...
"JOY! Christmas in July..."
Like dafuq? Let me get into my feels.
I have signed up for a free trial to a streaming TV service so that we can see the final episode of The Way Home tonight, rather than tomorrow on Hallmark+.
Being excited about a TV show at a specific time feels *so* last millenium.
The not biologically mine but grateful enough for my influence on their lives kids who call
me on Father's Day are getting old enough (40s) that I need another cohort to corrupt.
Alas I'm now all "let's build stuff" rather than "let's blow shit up!", so today's kids
don't find as compelling.